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December Forever

by Side Effects

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This is the audio from the Youtube video posted on December 2015, the first Side Effects track. Search "Side Effects December Forever" on Youtube if you'd like to see the vid.

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It brushes against your face again
Reminders that you never let this in
Those cold words that kept you crawling to that bed
The snowflakes still keep falling in your head

You’re so broken, so numb, and so low
You’d kill to feel just how far you can go
When you close your eyes and it won’t go away
You struggle finding reasons you should stay

Don’t you go running back to him
It’s something that I don’t want to happen again

So why is self-destruction any better facilitated?
You find you feed your need to bleed to breed - you hate it
Now you see it every day, and you feel it every night
And you hear it in those songs when you thought you were alright
I know that no one understands what’s in your head

And no matter how many times I say these words to myself
I’m screaming and no one’s listening, even though it never helps
I know that it’s been rough
You say you’ve had enough
And I just can’t believe you didn’t know
The way I’d look at you whenever you’d go
And I just can’t believe you didn’t know
Those memories you kept burying so low
No I just can’t believe I didn’t know

The truth is, I forgive you even though you are the demons underneath my bed
You are the voice inside my head that says I wish that I was dead
I cannot eat
I cannot sleep
Until this leaves my system now

I know it will

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released April 1, 2016

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